Stunned. Hiking in a brewing sandstorm is not the smartest thing I've ever done, but it was either make a break for the car or try to wait out the storm while injured with a jumpy cat who freaked out every time something brushed his fur. The car was less than a mile away, and though I could see the gusts of wind curling around the glittering, airborne sand, see it whipping even more off the tops of the dunes, I braced myself and forced us to go. Hoodoo found his feet and walked next to me, so close he nearly tripped me up, trying to use my legs as protection against the wind and stinging sand. It was not a good situation. I could hardly see the trail markers, and some of them even appeared to be blown over and broken off, so I had to search for a glimpse of orange among the frenzy of white before I could continue. Sure, I thought I knew the general direction of the parking lot and the park road, but I was not stupid or desperate enough to strike out cross country on a "shortcut" to try to get back faster. Not in a sandstorm, not in a desert.
It was while searching for one of these markers that I saw a dark figure on the top of the next dune, pulling a sled while trying to shield herself from the flying sand. I guessed it was Erika and shouted at her, waving my arms. I saw a trail marker next to her as she shifted to wave back, and made my way over. Once within talking distance I explained what had happened, that I was leaving, and strongly suggested she return to her car and wait out the storm before hiking to the campsite she'd be occupying by herself that night. She agreed and we turned to the trail, moving as quickly as we could across the dunes toward safety. Hoodoo began to stall again, panting hard as the wind became more intense. Erika offered to let him ride on her sled if he'd stay put, and once I'd lifted him on he lay still, trying to use her gear to hide from the wind. It was with no small amount of relief that we finally spotted the parking lot, and nearly ran for our cars. I all but threw Hoodoo into the backseat and slammed the door closed, needing him to begin calming down before I could drive. I was able to breathe again once we were safe, though I had already bled through the bandages on my hand and wrist, not to mention the mess that was my leg. Erika helped me clean up and reapply bandages, and we chatted a bit about the wisdom of camping while the storm was going, worrying about the other couples still out among the dunes, weathering the storm in their tents. She intended to wait out the storm in her car, maybe drive the dune road and sight-see that way.
I was sorely disappointed to cut my weekend short, though I knew beyond a doubt that it was the right thing, the only thing, to do. Once I hit town I called Jared and my family, letting them know I was heading home and explaining what had happened. Hoodoo had bitten my left hand, two puncture wounds on my palm and one on top of my thumb. He'd also bitten my right wrist, with a deep tear on the top of it and a small puncture on the inside. His claws, though I had trimmed them short the day before we left, had done a number on my arms and legs and it was those I had to thank for the long gashes on my leg that left it coated in blood. Less than an hour after the ordeal my right wrist began to swell, becoming progressively more painful until I couldn't use it at all, and I began to suspect an injury beyond the cat bite. The panic and shock were beginning to wear off, adrenaline had run its course, and it was well within the realm of possibilities that I'd sprained or even broken it in the frantic moments when I had been flying through the air. Cat bites can be nasty, more often than not leading to infection, and I already knew I needed antibiotics just to be safe. I've been bitten by cats before, I've had the pain and swelling associated with them, but whatever was going on in my wrist went beyond my experience.
It was with no small amount of relief that I pulled into my own driveway around 1:30 am, cradling my right wrist against my chest. It had not been a fun drive home, with Hoodoo still jumpy and myself in more pain than a couple of ibuprofen could control. I couldn't let him on my lap, though it broke my heart to deny him when he tried to climb onto me for comfort. He jerked around every time something touched him, and I couldn't trust him not to cause a wreck while I was driving. The bites on my hand and wrist didn't stop bleeding for hours, and I had to stop several times to reapply bandages, with one hand barely functional, and I was still flecked and spotted with blood, though I'd cleaned up the best I could. I left everything but my cat in the car and after dropping him just inside the front door headed straight to the bathroom. A thorough one-handed shower got me cleaned up, and I fell into bed, upset and disappointed, ready to forget the whole weekend. I had set out trying to run away from everything, and only ended up with more problems to show for it.
**Notes: I found out the next day they had evacuated the park due to the severity of the sandstorm, so we wouldn't have been able to stay even if we'd wanted to.
*I had my surgery (the thing that started all of this) on the Tuesday following this disaster of a trip, and spent a couple days ignoring my wrist and the fact that I couldn't use it. I finally went to see a doctor four days after the incident, had x-rays taken, and was told it was a sprain and an infected bite. I was sent home with antibiotics for the bites and a splint for the sprain. I had a follow-up appointment with an orthopedist because I still couldn't move it without excruciating pain that also kept me from sleeping well without the use of medication two weeks after the injury. Turns out it was a little more than a sprain and a cat bite: multiple torn tendons and a possible fracture in the small wrist bones near the base of my thumb, plus the cat bite (which was still open after more than two weeks). I was put in a brace that immobilized my right wrist and thumb and told the only reason I wasn't getting a cast was because of the bite complication, and I had to remove the brace daily to clean the bite and change the bandaging. As of the date this post is published, I'm still in the brace.
*This is the first time I've been seriously injured while on a backpacking trip, in more than five years of travelling. Yes, it sucks. No, I won't stop travelling or backpacking, both with others and by myself.
*Hoodoo calmed down by the following morning and is back to his usual chatty, affectionate self. I still plan on mountain climbing with him and Torrey at the end of August.
*I still haven't pulled out my tent to assess the damage in a less panicked atmosphere (it takes two hands to set up), but I'm willing to bet patching it won't be an option. Guess I'm in the market for a new tent.
This is the final of four parts to the story. Queen of Avoidance, the whole reason I went on this trip in the first place, is here. The Calm Before the Storm is here, and The Storm is here.
Fair warning on part one, Queen of Avoidance: It is incredibly personal, and not strictly necessary to get the whole story of my time at White Sands. It's more of an explanation of why I headed to White Sands, and like I said, it gets into my head. Also, warning for talk of birth control, menstruation, and other reproductive-related topics.
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